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My Red Sun - LP

by Car Cassette

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1.
Red Sun 02:06
I couldn't sleep when my minds on the run I couldn't dream when everyday feels like one The days are long and heavy, like a loaded gun But I guess it's just me and the curse of my red sun
2.
Colorful 03:40
Forget your mistakes it's better that way Nobody even cares about you anyway Forget your name cuz you can't relate To the world that now looks gray I wish that I could do better It seems I'm always getting caught in the weather That's storming inside I guess I'm not doing fine I wish that I could forget her It seems it's now just one long-winded letter It's all about lies About how I am alright
3.
Nothing New 03:50
I'm stuck, I'm sick, I'm anguished I can't get over it And I don't know why This pain in my chest, please someone just put me to rest Cuz I don't know why I feel so empty, around me There is nothing but hollow noise always for someone else I envy, forgive me Seems it's hard to be someone you're not, At least that's what I tell myself I locked myself inside my room I closed all the blinds and tried to hide from you Thought of ways to tell the truth but realized That nothing else is new
4.
10:51 PM 01:10
5.
Come sit down stop moving around I know exactly just how you felt When you did those things you don't talk about Why don't you open up into yourself Talk to me about deep depression Talk to me about the life in question Talk to me because there's no one else We dug this hole and now we're never getting out It seems your not being honest with the way things are You say you're a victim of the scars That you've been burned across your heart I really think it's just a lie you like to keep To hide how you're truly weak A sad excuse of the image you portray to be I have these promises I'm trying to keep But I'm falling apart because my lack of sleep I don't know nothing and my heart is sore I don't know nothing can you tell me more About how you really like to see me a wreck Well I really like the way you tie a noose around my neck I don't know nothing and I'm dead for sure I don't know nothing, I don't know who I am anymore Shut up kid you put your feelings on the shelf You really thought that you could fit in with everybody else A false facade, for applause, the biggest lie that you believe It's all fake you can't fool me, I am your insecurities I am your biggest fear, all the loneliness you hate I am all your regrets, what all keeps you awake I am your deepest feelings, every word you've ever said I am yourself that you hate, you can't escape until your dead
6.
Blame 03:30
Waiting there, take a breath and feel the air After school, put on a face and pretend to care Trodding home, this past year I haven't known A happier side, and what it's like to be there Do you know what it's like, To feel this way every night My perception of me Is skewed from this heart of mine I can't get any sleep When the thought is stuck on repeat And the disappointment haunts my dreams My bed is a prison to me And I'll just lay there and wait My heart's been bounded by hate But there is no one to blame But myself cuz I don't change These self-destructive ways Lord, I'm sorry I've turned away I'm getting crushed by the waves This sun will kill me someday
7.
Nobody likes to feel that way The thought of being a mistake And I just want to hold my face Hide that I don't want to articulate This time And it's all together Disregarding whether It's okay to me, they can see or maybe they can't Just until forever Every month's November Take a look at the sky, it's alright I'm alive
8.
Enough 02:45
Over again this sun has got me stuck But I'm feeling like I've already had enough Falling, distorted, everything my heart has destroyed It's given up I can't see straight when every shadow looks like you It's a feeling I hate but love being reminded it's true
9.
Reminded 05:15
These longer days keep me chasing things that hurt me longer These shades of gray keep me staring at the ground These sleepless nights it's a cliche that's never been stranger My thoughts keep me awake like one long regrettable sound It's habitual nature why do we say the things we say As if we are strangers and weren't even friends from the start And there's too much hate here it pollutes the air and fills the walls With a deep depression, my heart is swollen, sick of it all Well it feels like concrete tied around my ankles It drags me down deep in poor health And I'd change my ways if you'd said you'd stay But it's all been said and it's all been done Under my red sun My heart has had enough I can't see straight when every shadow looks like you It's a feeling I hate but love being reminded it's true
10.
I couldn't sleep I couldn't dream

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First full-length LP, enjoy!

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released August 13, 2017

Written by Ricardo and Roberto McNutt
Produced by Antonio McNutt
Artwork by Amanda Arnold

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